Jeff I am truly sorry to hear that your going thru this.
Stay Strong and Positive and remember Alcohol can kill anything,thats why they wipe your skin with it before you get a shot.
I will drink to your health at any oppourtunity that is presented to me, and when we are both in SP we will drink to it together.I will be in Hopkins Area permanent by end of year.
I Salut' you my friend, hang tough!