June, not sleeping either, huh? There are two parts of my brain that argue with each other. The humanitarian part wants to send all of my money and resources to the people suffering the most (and fix the immediate disaster). The pragmatist part of my brain says (even though the growth is slower) build the economy back up because it gives these people a paycheck. Such a dichotomy. I wrestle with this so much. Such as relief efforts- do we refuse to pay duty and not send supplies? Or do we pay the duty (or someone else pays) and they EVENTULLY get them? it is such a quandrary. I wish I had the wisdom of Solomon but I do not. As someone in the world of public health and social issues, I struggle with this continuously. I wish I could change the order of things. If only they would let me be Benevolent Dictator. (just joking). Kim